Blog Post #3 Sense of Place

Why does Sense of Place matter and what does it mean to the practice of teaching for there to be multiple senses of place in any one moment and in any one place (i.e., a classroom)?

I remember in 7^th grade when my sense of place changed overnight. I had always enjoyed going to schoo.l It was a chance to hang with friends and scope chicks. But after transferring from a quaint peaceful elementary school, I suddenly found myself in a rough intermediate school. I eventually I started getting bullied and my sense of place really changed. I would get anxiety waiting for the bus to pick me up or as we pulled up to school. I remember there was a point where I really dreaded going to school. It affected the way I interacted with friends and my learning.

I try to keep that in mind when I’m teaching because I have to realize that every student is at a unique point in their life. Although middle school is probably the worst times for most kids, these kid of anxiety situations come up at any age level. Every set of eyes perceives the school and classroom a different way. And surely the way they view that class has a lot to do with the teaching “place” I create, but mostly I think it’s determined by all the other senses of place that Gruenwald speaks about. It’s the perceptual, social, political, ideological, and ecological “places” of their life in and out of school that ultimately determine a comfortable learning space.

First you have the surface level of how much “capital” every student has. At Kalaheo, most kids are financially comfortable so the students with shabbier clothes really stand out. That’s material capital, but there’s also a diverse amount of cultural capital. With the high rate of military students we have a lot of students from all over the country who travel a lot and because of this I feel like the students have a wider perspective of the world. At the same time we have kids who have rarely drive over the Ko’olau’s and so their sense of place is much more “limited” geographically, but maybe much deeper to Ko’olaupoko.

But you can’t judge a book by its cover and even though these surface level factors exist, I would say majority of the factors that make up a student’s “sense of place” come from internal experiences. Most often when a student is acting up in class, there’s something going on at home. School can be a get away from an ugly home-life. Or school could be a dreaded place like it was for me in 7^th grade.

So I have to recognize that there are multiple senses of place happening in every moment of class. I have to cater to those that are engaged in the lesson and enjoying that space. I also have to cater to the unengaged students who maybe aren’t having a negative experience, but disinterested in the topic. Then you have the kids who aren’t even in the same world as you and their thoughts are floating on girls, boys, puberty, what’s for lunch, how big the surf is, how bad their home life is etc…Then there’s more serious things like people who have problems with someone in their class and feel unsafe and uncomfortable; Or students who used to date each other; or students who are about to. All these factors can co-exist at the same time and affect everybody’s willingness and ability to learn.

I think we as teachers have to understand the uniqueness of each kid if we wish to reach them. We can’t ignore the little interactions we have with students that can make or break them. After watching the movie “inside Out” I really connect with the idea of “core memories.” These are memories that stick with you throughout life and can negatively or positively affect your decisions down the road. We as teachers have to try to create positive core memories in our class. We have to be aware of what grading and tests do a student’s sense of place. No matter how excited a student is about the material they’re being taught, when they see that D or F on their grade sheet, it can seriously kill their motivation to strive high. Or when a student raises his hand to ask a question and we as teachers shoot down their ideas or tell them they’re wrong, that student may never raise their hand again.

I have a greater understanding of “sense of place” after reading the powerpoint and readings. I think it has changed my view of “place in my classroom and I want to work to make it a safer more comfortable environment for my students.

Blog #2 Portrait of a School

Portrait of Kalaheo High School

Kalaheo High School sits at the base of Mahinui, a series of rolling hills that makes up the dividing line between Kailua and Kaneohe ahupua’a. A mile down the road from our high school sits Castle High School. I think it’s important to talk about the culture of Castle to understand Kalaheo. Castle gets students from Kaneohe all the way to Kahuku, the majority of them being “local” kids, and when I say local I mean born and raised here, no matter what ethnicity. Even the “haole” and Japanese students at Castle are descendents of kalo farmers and fisherman, so they have a deeper connection to land and resources.

In contrast, at Kalaheo, a third of our 1000 student population and faculty are military, residing in the nearby Kaneohe Marine Core Base. The other third are the sons and daughters of mainlanders who recently moved here in the last 20 years to dwell on the white sands of Kailua. There are some local haole families that have been in Kailua since the 50’s. They are the stereotypical stoners/surfers/beach bums that Kailua is famous for. And then we have the few Kanaka Maoli sprinkled into the mix. They go to Kalaheo either because they come from a long line of Kailua lineage or their parents didn’t want to send them to Castle, a school with a subpar academic reputation.

               

            Kailua High School to the south, which scoops up all the Waimanalo kids, and Castle to the North, which scoops up the country windward kids, have a reputation as rougher schools in comparison to Kalaheo. Kalaheo is viewed and views itself as the smaller, more academic, more military, and more “white” school. Kalaheo students are either from the marine base, lanikai, or coconut grove (the area all along Kailua beach). The cost of living in these areas could be twice as much as the neighboring school districts of Kaneohe and Waimanalo. What has happened is the iconic white sandy beaches of Kailua have drawn wealthier families, (many millionaires) to move into Kailua, thus forcing out the native people and local families. This stigma of being the “whiter” school certainly impacts the way Kalaheo kids view themselves. Whether or not they’re proud of this stigma is uncertain to me. But the students definitely see the difference between their school and Castle and Kailua. They call those the “local” schools.

Within the confines of our school, the culture of the students and faculty are very unique compared to other public schools I’ve been to. First off is the lack of school spirit. I’ve had teachers who worked at Kalaheo for 15 years tell me that the school has always struggled with school spirit, meaning low attendance at the sporting events, lack of enthusiasm at school rallies and club weeks, and limited after school activities. I was told even the teachers have a reputation for not having school pride.

The answer to this riddle is fairly obvious after working at other public schools. At Castle, first built in 1951, the faculty are Castle High graduates themselves. Some are even 3rd generation Castle grads. The teachers and office workers know all the families of their students, many are related to each other, and there’s much more of an Aunty/Uncle vibe going on.

Kalaheo was built in 1976, so they don’t have a long enough history to have 3^rd or 4^th generation students. On top of that, being a military fed-school, many of our students and faculty stay for 1 or 2 years and then move. It’s very hard to garner school spirit when your faculty has such a high turnover rate. Teachers don’t connect with their students on a deeper level because either consciously or subconsciously, they know they won’t be there for long. It’s a very transient school. Another answer to why we don’t have after-school activities is that most of the kids live within walking or biking distance to home. So when that bell rings at 2 PM, they are gone in a flash. They’re not waiting for busses or parents to get off work. Kalaheo is notorious for being a ghost town ten minutes after the bell rings.

The one arena that Kalaheo thrives is the basketball culture. We always have one of the best teams in the state and have won multiple state championships as recently as last year. When you go to Kalaheo basketball games, that’s where the families show up in numbers to support.The culture of the school and community absolutely affect my teaching environment. For one thing, because our community is very affluent, we have an invested parent community. What I mean is that everything that is taught or said in the classroom is heard by the parents at this school. Many administrators have warned me of this fact. Unlike Castle, where parent involvement was hard to come by, Kalaheo has a very active parent voice. This is turn makes the admin much more watchful of what the teachers are teaching, knowing that they have parents breathing down their necks. These parents expect that if they send their students to the more affluent high school, they better be getting a good education. However there are some good effects to this problem. The students are much more academically inclined and you can tell they have support from their parents. My students are respectful, and engaged during class.

The culture inside my classroom is pretty awesome. My classes are all pretty evenly distributed, with 1/3^rd being military, 1/3 being local kids, and 1/3^rd being Kanaka Maoli. This makes for very interesting discussions because we have so many different lenses to look through. At the same time, I have to be very careful to cater to all viewpoints when I’m teaching. Sometimes when I’m discussing Hawaiian language and the Kanaka are nodding their head, I have to remember that the military kids are totally lost. This has made me a better overall teacher when I have to where 3 different hats to relate to all of my students.

Hayden's Kalaheo Experiment

Hayden’s Kalaheo Experiment

So far my classroom experience at Kalaheo High has been a roller coaster. I’ve been working since February to design the syllabus and curriculum for this class, trying to be as place-based and project based as possible. However, because I lack the teaching certificate I couldn’t be THE teacher so my role at Kalaheo is funded by Kupu. Kalaheo was forced to hire a teacher with the certification and they hired Mrs. Newman, a first year teacher from Texas with a bit of Ag background.

Through the first five weeks, as far as the students go, the class is a total success. However dealing with admin and other teachers it’s been like banging my head against a brick wall. Because Mrs. Newman was hired about 2 weeks before school started and because she just moved to Hawaii about 2 months ago, she had no plans or curriculum developed for our class. She’s overwhelmed with all the paperwork and stuff. So when I offered to use my syllabus she happily agreed to just follow that instead of writing her own.

My idea was to spend the first few weeks connecting the students back to place. A lot of them are military kids, we have a good number of native Hawaiians sprinkled in, and the rest are your typical Kailua beach kids. So the first project was to research their mo’oku’auhau (geneology) as far back as they could. Some students ran with it, others only went back only to their grandparents. But either way it got them thinking about the idea of 7 generations.

Next we built 3d playdo models of the Kailua ahupua’a to have them understand what was in their community. That was a huge success. 

Then we brought in a geologist to talk about how Kailua was shaped and formed. 

We talked about the history and mo’olelo of Kailua, and took 70 of the students on a field trip to Ulupo Heiau in Kailua.

I’ve seen an unbelievable amount of growth in these students in just 5 weeks. They’re excited to learn, they’re soaking everything up, they’re asking great questions, and they’re respectful to guest speakers. I even asked if anyone wanted to learn e ho mai, and 90% of the class raised their hand, so we learned it.

I’ve gotten the chance to read several students’ work and they’re saying how much they love this class and enjoy coming to it. One girl wrote, “In order to care for the land, we have to connect to it first.”

They ask me if we can learn more Hawaiian words, if we can make poi pounding boards, and learn how to make poi. They’re so into it. They’re so ‘ono for this stuff. I thought it would take way longer for them to get it.

However admin has told me several times they don’t want this class to be “too Hawaiian” as they put it and they’re worried that I’m not connecting to Natural Resources. My co-teacher told me at one point “I don’t see how learning their ahupua’a is gonna teach them natural resources?” I just pointed to the quote from the girl above.

Mrs. Newman is getting stressed out with the processes of being a new teacher and being new to these islands and her frustration turns on me from time to time. She believes that most of the students are just as lost as her when it comes to “Hawaiian stuff”, yet the students work speaks for itself.

I’ve been literally teaching this whole class myself, while Mrs. Newman stands at the back and keeps kids paying attention. She does grades and attendance but as far as being in front of the class, it’s all on me. I’ve asked her numerous times if she wants to teach the material, but she claims she doesn’t know it well enough and doesn’t want to teach the work of someone else. So I’ve had several meetings with her to discuss what things she wants to implement in the curriculum that she is comfortable with and she never has anything. She’s got no lesson plans and no curriculum. So basically she doesn’t want to teach my stuff, but doesn’t have any stuff of her own. So I’m left with no choice but to take on the role of the main teacher, to which admin is having a fit, because she’s the one getting paid to be there. I fear if I were absent one day, the kids would just sit there staring at the wall for 55 minutes.

I’ve been getting backstabbed by other teachers, including a substitute teacher for petty things like playing the speaker too loud, or bringing mud back into the class when I take them outside. It’s like no matter what I do, people complain about it even thought the students are loving it.

I’m experiencing all the nightmares of the DOE that I hear so often and it’s really discouraging. I feel like I’m stuck between a rock and hard place. If I teach, I have a microscope hovering over me, and if I don’t, the students won’t learn anything.

But what keeps me going is the look on the students face. That’s what this is all about. And knowing that all my fellow teachers are going through the same thing keeps me going.